In a way I understand him in this part... According to his words, it's hard to believe that something bigger really exists when so much bad stuff happ

In a way I understand him in this part... According to his words, it's hard to believe that something bigger really exists when so much bad stuff happens. Buddha didn't help him before when he needed it, now that he has stained your hands why would he help?   When the parts of when he's just a kid passes, I really want to protect him.
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在某种程度上，我理解他的这一部分...... 按照他的话说，发生了这么多坏事，很难相信真的有更大的东西存在。佛祖以前在他需要的时候没有帮助他，现在他已经染上了你的手，为什么还要帮助他？  
当这些场景出现时，我只想保护他，他只是一个孩子。